Dear Steven:
Tonight, I reached a milestone in my novel. I killed one of the favorite characters. She was one my favorites. I thought I would be happy to reach this milestone - it means I'm almost done. I can see the end. I can type "the end" as they do in all those big movies and feel good knowing I've accomplished a great thing.
But that isn't how I feel. I am very sad. I want to cry. My heart is broken. Why didn't anyone tell me about this? And why can't big climatic situations in stories be that your favorite character gets a puppy?
Sincerely,
Me